Post by Valkyrie on Aug 6, 2018 23:01:27 GMT
So for the first time in what feels like forever, I feel a lot happier, a lot more secure despite what has happened in these past few years.
I've got so many things to look forward to, the prospect of finally getting in to shape, going back to school and getting what i missed the first time around, even the idea of actually getting a job, that one makes me the most excited, and overjoyed about finally being able to be fully independent.
Even though my parents aren't here to see it, I know they'd be proud of what I'm turning around.
Of course the "ghosts of past" still haunt me and day to day activities are still hard to accomplish without feeling like I'm about to have a meltdown, but it's getting to the point where I can comfortably control it, I can finally control my fate.
I've got so many things to look forward to, the prospect of finally getting in to shape, going back to school and getting what i missed the first time around, even the idea of actually getting a job, that one makes me the most excited, and overjoyed about finally being able to be fully independent.
Even though my parents aren't here to see it, I know they'd be proud of what I'm turning around.
Of course the "ghosts of past" still haunt me and day to day activities are still hard to accomplish without feeling like I'm about to have a meltdown, but it's getting to the point where I can comfortably control it, I can finally control my fate.
