Post by Dyslexsticks on Nov 8, 2017 10:06:53 GMT
Nah this ain't another rant about bad teams we have a thread for that.
Instead I want to be more narcissistic and talk about myself. I'm not sure if it's just me enjoying the game less or caring less but lately I've gone into a cycle of trying to get back into the game, get pissed, ragequit, try again, RQ and so on and so forth. The shame about this is that I swear there used to be a period in my time where I could do well without putting much thought into it, but the numbers don't lie, I've just become straight up bad.
I make mistakes you'd expect any potato to make and I just get so annoyed at myself because I know how to play, I know where to shoot, and I know I should check my map but I just don't. Even after I go all captain hindsight on my game after I still find myself doomed to repeat history.
It just feels like I can't be pleased with my own performance on this game anymore. Sure I can have the occasional laugh but I just for whatever reason don't do as well as I remember.
Instead I want to be more narcissistic and talk about myself. I'm not sure if it's just me enjoying the game less or caring less but lately I've gone into a cycle of trying to get back into the game, get pissed, ragequit, try again, RQ and so on and so forth. The shame about this is that I swear there used to be a period in my time where I could do well without putting much thought into it, but the numbers don't lie, I've just become straight up bad.
I make mistakes you'd expect any potato to make and I just get so annoyed at myself because I know how to play, I know where to shoot, and I know I should check my map but I just don't. Even after I go all captain hindsight on my game after I still find myself doomed to repeat history.
It just feels like I can't be pleased with my own performance on this game anymore. Sure I can have the occasional laugh but I just for whatever reason don't do as well as I remember.
I'll buy mine back once i get internet at the house again and run with you.